Love is Sweet until it turns Sour and you'll be Bitter...
Love is complicated. It's difficult to find someone that is perfect for you. As for me, my 1st love was.... .....as expressed above...
She was a really nice girl. We started going out in the middle of our final year in high school. We had loads of fun and laughter together after school and on weekends. After O Levels, we got our postings. It was when things started to change for the worst. Both of us were posted to different junior college. Scoring better, she was to attend a better college and me, to an average one. Being together for 7 to 8 months really forged a very strong bond between us, but I was greedy then. I wanted her by my side more often. I wanted to spend more time together with her. But is was not possible. Being in different schools with different CCAs made it hard to meet up. This was when we started drifting apart.. With the lack of communication, the situation worsen. We couldn't even understand each as well as before. And the 9 month relationship just ended like that. Partly, homework load and academic results were not up to standard, thus it played a crucial role in that cruel decision.
As time passed, I tried to forget the incident and start anew. Results were getting better until I met another lovely girl. We went out as friends and after much thoughts, I decided to go after her. It was a huge mistake, a blunder. I felt that I was being used... After this incident, I never had any intentions on getting into any serious relationships. All I had in mind was to make more friends. Biking filled up a larger part of me after that. I trust my bike totally, and I can trash things out with/on her. And all she does is just keep mum and listen to whatever I had to say. To be frank, I trust her more then I can trust any human being. Even my little sis will smoke my ass sometimes, what's more other girls?! (no offense)
Life is full of ups and downs. We can never predict what's gona happen next . Therefore we must really cherish very moment we have with out loved ones and do not regret any actions we took. What's done is done, what's the point of regretting when the action is irreversible?
~Live a life of no regrets~
