Juz not my day....

WARNING: IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO VULGARITIES, DO NOT CONTINUE READING.

It's been a long time since I last blogged....
~ A levels is long over.
~ Got a slack but long hour job.
~ Got new bike.
~ Contracted illness. (3 for the price of 1 ~ cough, flu and sore throat)
~ Got freaking FUCKED UP by a person called FATHER.



Here's the story for the day:

The person called FATHER got home at 7pm. I happened to be watching TV and am on MC today. 2 days ago after my night shift, leader sms to work OT for yesterday's day shift. Though I was just beginning to get sick, I agreed and worked OT. While working yesterday, I felt very uncomfortable and unwell, was very tempted to take half day and go home to rest. But banging hard on the 1.5times pay, I continued to the end of the shift. I was in a really bad shape after shift. So I took MC today and CONSULTED a doctor. This is how the convo went.

~ Why you nvr go and work today?

= I am sick.

~ Then why did you go for OT yesterday? Do you know how hard it is to plan the OT for you?

= *STARE*

~ Last night still go and ride bike! (FYI, it wasnt riding, it was eating and chatting)

= *goes into room ~ Slams door real hard ~ Blast music ~ Went shower ~ get medi, food and
drink*

= HOW HARD IS IT TO PLAN THE OT?! IT WAS LAST MIN!!! I WAS FEELING ALRIGHT WHEN I WORKED THE OT! YOU THINK I DON'T NEED MONEY?! I TOLD YOU I WASNT
FEELING WELL DURING WORK YESTERDAY!

= *slams door f-u-c-k-i-n-g hard*

= *opens door*

= YOU BETTER APOLOGISE TO ME!

= Slams door...


That was how it went. Am fucking pissed right now. I can't freaking live in peace for 1 month without any war INVOLVING ME! For crying out loud, FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE!!! ARGH! Just settled one bloody war and here comes another. WHAT'S NEXT ASSHOLES?!?!?!?!






New year and my life is so screwed!!! I am really happy that I got bronze for my NAPFA. Getting into army earlier so no need see them. Think I'll lock my BIKES in my room when I'm away in tekong. This place is so gona be a hotel room. So wana move out of here. Only have got 2 options left to get outta this living hell.
1. Get married fast after Uni and move out. (need at least 6yrs from now.)
2. Work for 5yrs after uni and move out with SAM. (need at least 9 years and S$600,000)
Maybe there's a third way. Be as good as a mute and deaf till I'm ready for my dreams. Yea, I think that this is the best way... I'm a changed man! Gona turn 19 in 2wks or so.... This is the "BEST" birthday present they have given me for the past 19years. I'm "LOVING" it like FUCK!

People tell others that others have changed. But have they ever thought that it is actually those around those that "have changed" that changed them in the first place. Think about this.

My dear friends, if you find me different, don't be shocked, I'm just merely adjusting to my NEW LIFE.

"Friends will not follow you all the way, when you are in trouble they will move away from you. You can only depend on your parents." OR "Your friends don't understand you, we do." Find these familiar? It's common phrases used by MOST parents. I find this a total bullshit. They are just finding excuses to make you trust them. In fact, tey don't even understand us a single bit. Friends are those that understand us the most. WHY?! Because we spend more then half the day with them either in school or hanging out. Time with parents? ~ less then 6h a day.

Why do we need our parents? We plainly just need the cash and a roof over our head. Other than that, it's up to us. They don't understand us. And you don't have to have many friends, a few close friends will do. Why have a few hundred hi~and~bye friends when you can have 5 close friends that you know you can rely on? I dare say my close friends know what are my likes and dislikes and my attitude better as compared to my parents.

> ok, i've come to the end of my anger and frustration. Shall not continue anymore about this.